When I met people who have the same field as I was, they will told me, "If I just can turn back the time, I wish I could start over all again". I have the same feeling too. Yea. Kinda. I have face many sweet and bitter experiences in my life. The path that I chose now brought me for who I am today. But, I could not  rewind the time and I just have to move on with my life. I know that God has a better plan for me. I just have to rely fully on God and not my own. I believe on God's words:  "My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts," says the LORD. "And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine". Other than that, I have always asked to myself, "why I can't be like them? why? Then God will remind to His words in Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future". I then realize that who I am today is the plan God has prepare for me for my future. I may not know what will happen in the future but I strongly believe that God's plan for me is beautiful on time. I just have to believe and keep my faith in Him.