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Life seem meaningless. I wonder if anyone else is having the same issues like i'm facing right now. I find it helped me when i wrote something in my blog. I've never write for such a long time and i knew this is the perfect time i should use my hands wisely. by throwing all my emotions, my feelings into this. yeah this. i know i will be happy soon. i know brighter days are coming ahead. i know God will not ever leave me. time will heals. i surely believe that. the past 1 month have been the craziest, toughest time in my life. i broke up with my boyfriend, i was betrayed by my boyfriend, i run out of money and i struggled, i mean LIKE STRUGGLE A LOT to prepare my Action Research presentation and to finish my mini thesis. thank God i made it well. thank God for never leaves me. despite my weakness, You gave me strength. Heart broken tu memang la sakit tp it cannot be compared to Your pain God, your greatest love, where you died for me on the cross. semuanya dapat ku tanggung dalam Dia yang memberikan kekuatan kepadaku. Thus, i will do something to change my life 180 degree completely. i have 4 weeks left before i finish off my 5 and 1/2 years of study here at Tawau. i want start everything new. i want to help people. sy mo aktif dalam misi penginjilan if God will open a way for me before posting ke school. 

"Aku telah mencari Tuhan, lalu Ia menjawab aku dan melepaskan aku dari segala kegentaranku" 

Mazmur 34: 5

"Karena itu rendahkanlah dirimu di bawah tangan Tuhan yang kuat, supaya kamu ditinggikanNya pada waktunya. Serahkanlah segala kekuatiran kepadaNya sebab Ia yang memelihara Kamu 

(I Petrus 5: 6-7)

Be blessed,

Andrea L

Not by might,nor by power, but by the spirit of God. Yes, indeed because of the Grace of the Lord. It is not easy to forgive people who had hurt us, especially myself. I was so hurt by my ex' s actions towards me. Tapi oleh kerana kasih Yesus, because of his love i can finally forgive him. It's hard to move on when a part of him is still with me. I love him but God has a plan for myself. He separated us because He knows what the best for us. For me. I am still hurt. Yes i am. But instead of complaining his actions, instead of talking his mistakes over and over again, instead of throwing anger to God, i should count His blessings in my life. Jatuh bangun saya berjalan bersama Tuhan, tetap Dia tak pernah tinggalkan saya. Berjalan bersama Tuhan itu sangat priceless. I cant imagine my life without Jesus inside me. Well for know, i dont know what my future holds, but i know for sure who holds my future.. 

Be blessed,

Love,

Andrea L